“My name is
Angela McNabb.” That’s how Angela starts her heart-rending story.
Tears—unwelcome—stream down my face. Angela can’t see my tears because she
can’t see. I don’t cry when I listen to stories, or I try not to. But, this
time, this story, with tragedy after tragedy, penetrates my being and this is
the reason I must share Angela’s story with you.
Here’s Angela’s story
Confused and Scared
I had terrible headaches and I didn’t know what to do. One day, my headache was
really bad. I went to the doctor and he did a physical test and said there was
fluid on my optic nerve that caused the headache. He suggested I pull the
fluid. I did the surgery and came home. A day after the surgery, my vision was
not like it was before. I felt like something was over my eyes. Each morning I
woke up, my sight was worse than the day before. One morning when I woke up, I
was walking but felt I was walking through a dark cloud. I was confused and
scared. I started wondering what was going on. Something was wrong. I started
to cry. I was twenty-six and I knew I was blind.
His Pain Got Worse
After losing my sight, my aunt told my boyfriend, whom I lived with, that he
didn’t have to stay with me and that if he wanted to, he could send me back to
my home. My boyfriend said he didn’t care if I was blind and he said he would
marry me. We got married in June, then I got pregnant and had a daughter in
July, the following year.
Suddenly, barely three months after my daughter was born, my husband got sick. His head was hurting really bad. His family took him to the doctor and
the doctor gave him medication. But the pain got worse. His family started
caring for him and gave him herbal medicine, but nothing helped. Each day, like
my eyesight, his pain got worse. Then he had an epileptic seizure. Then he
couldn’t walk. He became totally disabled. Just like that. Within nine days
after his first headache, he died. I cried and I cried. My husband who took
care of me was gone and I was blind with no job and I had my daughter that I
could not see.
I Thought I was Dreaming
Two months after my husband died, my aunt took me from my husband’s family because
she did not want me to become a burden. I lived with my daughter in a little
house. But if things were bad before, they would get worse. A year after my
husband died, I was sleeping. Then I felt like the house was hotter than normal
and I got hotter and hotter. I thought I was dreaming. But I felt like
something woke me from the dream and I grabbed the baby and ran to open the
door to escape. I didn’t know what direction to take. I felt like I was still
dreaming because I couldn’t see. As I fled from the house with the baby in my
arms, I fell into a gutter near my house. The baby was crying and I got some
bruises.
The house
was on fire. It burned to the ground. Everything I owned was gone. Everything
that was important in my life was slowly being taken from me. I lived with my
family for a while—they helped me. A politician heard my story and built this one-room house for me. Thank God for helping me through that sad time.
I got saved
[and became a Christian]. I met a guy and he said he would marry me. I was
happy that he wanted me even though I was blind. Then he left. I cried and
cried. I was sad and I got depressed. I had a nervous breakdown and was taken
to the hospital and put on medication. But God was my best friend and He carried
me through.
My Wish for Today or Tomorrow
Most of the
time, I’m happy. If could move around more, maybe I wouldn’t be sad at all. I
do everything. Even the white clothes I wash are so clean and white that that
people say I can see. The only thing I do not do is walk on the street because
I’m scared I could get hit by a car.
I hope my eyesight will return. Every morning I wake up I hope for that. My
biggest wish is see my daughter’s face. I want to see her face and say, “You
are pretty. You are beautiful.” If I wake up and see my daughter, I think I
would fly.
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(Angela
lives in Jamaica. There is no social system there like the ones that exist
in North America or in some European countries. Securing a job is difficult and
securing one with impaired vision is almost hopeless. I hope you will open
your hearts. I have set up a GoFundMe page for Angela and I ask that you share her story or
contribute a small offering (5.00 or more) to help brighten Angela’s Christmas.
My goal is to raise 500.00 so that Angela can buy some of the necessary things
she needs for Christmas.
This is the GoFundMe link to her page. And, if you know of an organization that can help Angela to regain her eyesight, please help. She has faith that a doctor can help restore her vision. Thank you.
Thank you for reading, sharing or giving.
Update
Thank you to everyone who shared this story, wrote a comment or gave a donation. We achieved our goal. Angela received the funds. We thank you from the bottom of our hearts.